Haven't blogged in a while so here goes...

I have been going through a lot of health problems this year. I've struggled with being sick a lot. Constantly tired, grumpy, depressed, drained, unmotivated. Come to find out all this might be linked to something more. after going to the doctors a few times, I have a list of things I may have and treatments I could go through. You never feel more scared than when a doctor tells you many things that might be wrong with you. It's a relief to know you can do something to make all the problems go away but also scary that this may be a great impact on your life. I have only a couple break downs thinking about it. But I have found it easier to trust in God for it now. I don't want to have anemia or whatever else it may be. But there is a reason for it. What that is I dont' know but God is working it out. All I can do is pray about it and go to the doctors. I am glad I have friends and family that have been there for me through it all and have been praying with and for me. I'm scared yeah but I'm not gonna worry about it. I probably will worry about it at times but that's just human of me. So I'm going to hope that I get better. I'm going to try hard to continue to make it through this semester. I can't afford to miss anymore classes or anything. But thank God I have a very understanding faculty, staff, and teachers here at school that understand and are very caring of my problems. I'm very blessed even in the midst of trouble.