Friday, October 8, 2010

I hate technology

Bad things always happen to me. My computer gets stolen, my computer gets wiped, my external stops working, I lose my flash drives or they brake, and now my iPod updates an it wipes out what I have left of my music. Sometimes it's not even worth gathering music movies an photos cuz some how I lose it all anyways. It gets frustrating. And I have a hard time getting stuff from friends so I'm not really in a hurry to grow my collection again. Oh well moving on with my life again :-P

God continues to amaze me

When you think about it, God really shouldn't amaze us when he does something impossible or difficult. Because we should trust him enough and know he can do anything. When he does something amazing. we should have expected it. From the little things like getting charged for a kid's buffet at Golden Corral instead of an adult's to save money to the big things like forgiving you for the things you did during the summer and bringing you back to school. From little things like going to Boone with a friend to big things like getting rid of friends in your life that you did not need.
Now don't get me wrong, we are supposed to be amazed at him and we are supposed to praise and thank Him. and I do every single day, because not only am I back in the center of his will but I'm alive and breathing. But we do have to realize that God does amazing things every day and he can do whatever he wants.
We do things wrong but he never does. We mess up all the time but he never fails.
It still amazes me.

Monday, October 4, 2010

Relationships

They confuse me.
I watch as people who I thought were in love break up. I watch people who I thought would never get together, become a couple. I watch relationships end badly. I watch perfect couples. You never know which way a ship is gonna go. Sometimes it's not worth it, other times it's like you didn't know how you survived without it. You can be completely happy with someone you fight with all the time yet you can fight all the time and completely hate each other.
Boy. Girl.
Put the two together and you never know what will happen. It starts as a crush and it might turn into love or it could just end. You can stay friends or never talk to each other again. It could help you draw closer together or make each other nonexistent.
It scares me to death even to have a crush anymore.