You never really know...

Life has many unexpected turns. Things never turn out the way you plan it. One minute you're thinking of marriage and kids and the next you're alone and hoping for true love. One minute you're one major and the next minute you change it and are graduating moving on to bigger and better things. You plan for one thing and God turns you around and pushes you in a totally different direction. You watch as your life falls apart than you see as God picks up all the pieces and puts it together totally different. I never understand. I can't tell the future and tell how things will work out. I have been through so much crap it's amazing I'm still alive. But somehow God has looked past everything and He's still holding my hand. He never let go. I may have let go of Him but he was still keeping a grip just giving me some slack. I give Him everything, every little piece and I have no need to worry. I'm in the best years of my life. I still have so much ahead of me. So much work I could be doing for Christ instead of worrying about myself. "I'm getting old" "I'm not talented" "I'm just useless" All Myths!! Why would I believe that. I just live one day at a time and leave everything in my Maker's hands :)